Hi ____!

Thanks for sharing that… I’m praying for you. Be assured that you are not alone and that relationships like these have to occur for us to choose to lean on God more.. Sigh.

I just wanna share what the YA pastor shared last night sa service. The topic is about Sex and the Scriptures. Medjo timely sya sakin in away kasi I've been longing for a "husband" to be to come along and medjo I'm sick of waiting and sick of being the odd man out with out someone (gets?) Anyway he shared that we should stick to the "PLAN"

PLAN - If you stay pure and you stay patient, you will be blessed.

That's a good plan! but what the enemy wants us to do is

- to lower our standards and soften our convictions.

We all have convictions as who and what should we qualify for a husband to-be. and sometimes when we are caught off guard we lower or bend our standards and convictions. But that's exactly what the enemy wants... because we end up settling for what is right in front of us. and who is here right now...

I'm not sure why I'm sharing this pero I'm believing na nagungusap sya sayo in anyway.. so ayun..

I guess that preaching helped me be "born-again" in the area of waiting.. kasi I realized that the enemy is trying to rob our hope... By robbing our hope we slowly give in to the right-here, right-now kinda thing and also bend our standards... so medjo I am in my walk with God na its ok for me to wait :) kasi even though before I know na its good to wait, I haven’t really grasped how it works...

Now that's out..Ako, I’ve been great for the past couple of weeks. I am fasting right now for 21 days for God’s fresh vision and mission for me this 2008. Medjo late nga dahil usually I do it before the year ends.

Alam mo yung feeling na I don’t belong here yet when I look back and ‘see’ myself in the Philippine setting parang I’m not part of it anymore? That’s what I feel right now. Althou I’m not from here, I feel that if I think of myself na nanjan, na I don’t have a place there anymore.. so ayun.. I wanna, ika nga, play it by ear. I want to know what God wants me to do before I do it.

Keep me in your prayers. Include my dad as well.

please update me how things are with you..

miss na kita _____!

love u

erene